When it rains...

Well I found out on Wednesday that our bartender has to bail out for our wedding do to court stuff. At least we know now and not a day before the wedding but it still sucks. Now we're scrambling to find another bartender and who knows what it'll cost. THEN the next day I go into work and find out that Samsonite has filed Chapter 11 and is closing half its stores, ours included.

Man. It sucks but at the same time, I just got to move forward and put my resume out there and not really dwell on it. We have many blessings that will help us right now. I'm glad I was adamant about making sure none of the wedding was put on credit cards other than our rings so we'll have no other wedding payments to make after the big day. We're still at my in-laws so we still have a roof over our heads. Although I was hoping we could move out by the end of this year but next year is okay too. I'm a little scared about the new car payment but as Father Jerry said, don't worry so much over money, you're always going to need more. Just focus on the good and the rest will follow.

I feel like I should be freaking out but I'm not. Am I crazy? Am I sane? I can't tell right now. My boss was expecting me to freak out. I just cracked jokes instead. Maybe when our doors close for the last time I'll feel it. Right now I just focus on the good that we got and push forward. It's the only way to go!